Randa weekend - the positive things

I love Randa so much. I’m not one for emotion – it’s not that I don’t have them but I’m not one to talk about them or analyse them. The only ones I am comfortable expressing publically are negative ones like anger. But I have to try and explain how Randa makes me feel. Everything she does validates the choices I make with my dancing. The fact that she exists, that oriental dance can be done at that level and so perfectly makes the world a better place to be in. But at the same time there is sadness that she is the only one at that level that no one else can even come close. And I am never, ever going to get to see her more than about once a year. I’m not sure I can bear that. I think I am really sort of in love with her in a dance admiration way.

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